Ahh yes. The perfect end to the not so perfect week. I think its about time I leave you all something new to read about my ever so exciting life. Yes as many of you know school started Tuesday. Haha, how fun. Not really. The first day was of course like every other first day that I experienced for the last 3 years. Nothing but lectures and welcomes. Our senior prank didn't come together as planned but hey, we still have the whole year. Now many of you are thinking "aww come on its your senior year. it's supposed to be fun" right? Not the case. Tuesday was extremely boring. I'm in this medical program called New Visions which is basically like Med School. I spend my afternoon's at Newark Hospital with two other chicks from school and 2 others from different schools. Here we go through clinical rotations throughout the hospital for the whole year. Now Tuesday we werent able to go which meant I spent the day with nothing but a bunch of study halls and of course I had no homework to work on. Now all the other days our busing situation was totally screwed up and we didnt end up getting home until like 4. Not cool. I have a life lol. Except today we actually made it back to our home school by 3! Crazy yeah I know. My school is so un-organized but whatever!

Now back to my other school functions. I'm completely bummed because I can't take band or spanish this year. I've been in band since 4th grade people and I can't finish off my career! I've also been in spanish since 7th grade! It's no fun not being able to take not only to two most easiest classes but also the two most coolest classes with the coolest teachers. I'm not happy. My course load is also pretty heavy this year. My classes include AP Bio, Psychology for the first semester and Sociology for the second semester, English 101 and 102 which are basically your first year college english classes and of course math, and the government classes. You guys I could really use some good support here because I'm freaking out. I defiently don't want to drop any classes but I might have too so your support is greatly needed. I guess I'm just afraid of failing you know. I want to do good and prove to myself that I can do it but at the same time I'm afraid that I've put way too much on myself to handle. This is crazy. This week has been crazy and its only the first week. But you know what, I'm gonna stick in there for as long as I can. By the way if anyone is a pyschology major out there, I sure could use some help!

But anyway that's been my crazy ass week so far. I have tons of homework to do this weekend and hopefully I'll be going horseback riding with my new aunt on sunday. I really hope this year flies by. I really do, because then I know there's someone waiting for me to return to him. As I leave you all tonight and head off to bed, I'd like to leave these few lyrics from one of  Gavin D's songs:

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love
So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distracted
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle
Because I just found someone special
And that's really something special