You think you know, but you have NO idea....
"You don't talk about longevity, you just do it because longevity is a matter of fate; it's a matter of eventuality. We are a culture that is now so aware of how things work because we've had a certain experience now with bands, with culture, with pop music, with pop culture, that we all want to talk about longevity and what causes it. There's only one thing that makes longevity and that's longevity. I'm amazed at how often people say, 'You're here to stay. You're gonna be here in ten years.' How do you know? You don't. Ten years will tell you..."
Okay so my break is almost over. I have definitely enjoyed it. It was really sad not having my great grandpa here but I'm getting better. I don't think there's a day when I don't get teary eyed but he's resting peacefully now and thats all that matters. Marshall James, my adorable baby cousin, has occupied a lot of my time. The time spent with him was totally worth it. He can count to 10 and he's not even 2 yet! It's adorable. Oh and he's a lefty! Haha, the family is going to have a left handed dribbler/pitcher! I worked some. I've decided to opt out of gross anatomy this summer and take physics 102 at MCC. I just dont feel ready. Plus I dont feel like killing myself this semester. 12 credits will suit me just fine. And hey, I finally got through a semester without needing to repeat a class. I'm moving on up! LOL its such a relief though. And the news I know you've been waiting for....are you ready for this? Seriously are you ready for this? C'mon you gotta leet me know if you're ready for this. I dont think you're ready for this...okay I might as well just tell you right?
Okay here goes...so you know *Marky Mark*? Yeah, guess who had a dinner date with him? ME! I dont want to get into all the details but yeah it was a good time...actually it was AN AMAZING TIME! The chemistry is still there, its amazing actually. I was almost kissed goodnight but that little voice inside my head said not on the first date. Damn am I regretting that! Anyway I did give him a hug and a kiss on the cheek. I didn't get that New Years Eve kiss but I did get a text message and that I definitely cant give the details on lol
. I'm sooo bad...okay lol not really but I have no problem provoking it. So I guess this is to be continued...
I'm so not ready for classes to start but I'm ready to get back to Buffalo. I pretty much gave up on one guy that I was interested in. He had plenty of chances to make his move and didn't. Sorry. Besides *Marky Mark* came back in the picture and he finally made the moves. I'm not saying that I'm going to go full forward into a relationship though. I can't help but take my time when it comes to things like that.
Well I'm off to bed. Goodnight loves...